went to school yesterday and today.
however, today i did not go for Social Studies & Amaths.
cause i had dental appointment.
CHANGE MY BRACES COLOUR :D
but is not the colour i want :(
but it takes like only 5 mins to change everything.
and i went home after that!
did not went for night class today! =/
i am too lazy to go and i guess it will be super bored!

my pri school is on tv today!!
but they lost :(
nvm, i know they had done their best!

contact with you all again, i am happy.
but once i saw ..
i really do wonder, last time am i really doesn't stand any place in ni men de heart ?
i try to give my best shot.
looking back, i guess i am really childish.
for giving all the super attitude!
quarrelling with you all? I AM SO CHILDISH.
but what else can i do now?
now, i really miss every single one of you all.
i miss the times we spend together.
the times we spend during joanna's birthday in 2006.
still rmb apple went to prank a taxi driver!
still rmb they asked me to press the door bell when the driver was about to close the door.
still rmb we sang happy birthday in the bus loudly.
i miss the times we had when we went to changi airport.
eating together happily, chatting plus crapping happily.
taking all the photos, laughing out loud.
i miss the times we spend during simin birthday in 2007.
i miss the times we spend everyday.
especially we like to slack at plaza mac.
i miss the times we spend our special day.
that's funny! out of sudden, i miss everything in the past.
and because of them, i know him.
i do wonder can we be back to the past again?
i know is impossible :(
but i do hope that will happen!
Esther : she is the always one who can read my mind, know what i am thinking. she is the one who comfront me, she is the one who i tell most of my problems. she is the one who is always there for me. but somehow i always quarrel with her. she is also the one who helped me and him to be together.
Apple : she is the one who is always helping me when i had conflicts with any one of them. we don't quarrel, and she is the one who is there for me when i need her. she will fly to my place when i am sad. she is also the one who helped me and him to be together.
Joanna : she is the one we always talk to each other when we had problems. we tell each other our stories, she know mine, i know hers. we always talked on the phone for hours. she is there for me when i need her. but somehow, we do quarrel.. i miss her crapping!
Crystal : she is the one who always crapping with every single one of us. she always like to tell jokes, and making us happy. i miss her crapping too!
Simin : she is the one who i talk to when me and him haven start dating. although we seldom talk to each other about our own problems. but i do miss her.. she is the one who crapped with us when we are super lame.
Youzhen : she is the one when i had certain problems i will turn to. we talked on the phone for hours too. she will be there when i need her. i do miss her now :( she will crapped with us when we are lame too.
zuwei : although she is always working, with her stead. but she will still find time to accompany us. she is a nice girl.. although we seldom talk about problems or maybe seldom talk. but our bond is still strong. i miss her!
i really miss every single one of them.
i know that is impossible to be back to the past now.

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something really bad happpen just now.
and i really don't know what to do, but cried.
i cried badly. every single thing piled up and make me going to break down..
i didn't know who to turn to, or i don't know who is able for me to turn to.
i realise no one is able to know how i feel or what is the feeling like.
therefore i decided to turn to Someone.
he is great and told me everything..
he make ma happy and i laugh too.
i know that the only thing i can do is to be happy, accept it and nothing else.
in the conversation, i even know something else!
i know two things that i could not say out.
he is a great friend! thanks :D
he even said that he wished to see me back to my old self.
the old jasmine who is always hyper and talking very loud.
i guess i neeed time to get over everything!
thanks loads!
i feeel much much better after crying and talking to him!
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