firstly,
happy birthday to Kenneth LG on 16/08
happy birthday to korkor and fauzy on 17/08
i spend my money on korkor's and lg's birthday presents.
and now i am broke =(

saturday went to study with charmaine :D
and i did manage to study!

sunday went to church alone due to korkor unable to fetch me to church :(
but is kind of early i reach church :)
blahblah..
charmaine and i went to meet lg at plaza :D
and i passed him his present :D
In the evening went to plaza again.
but this time went to jack place to celebrate bro's birthday.
ate alot and toook photos (but i am lazy to update :D )
Singapore lost the match :( but at least they make it to final!

today went to eat breakfast before going to school.
blahblahblah..
went to find darling after that.
as i need to use her house's scanner :D
after that blahblahblahb..
meet daddy to chit chat.
and seriously we chat a lot of past things.
some was funny some was sad want..
mmms, i missed it now :(
Happy 1 year 11 months to me and darling :D
next month is our two year anni! if i can, i shall go out with her! :D
today is also the date which you.. sighh..

i shall update more if i can later :D

[edited 08.58pm]
was looking at the photos WE taken. and out of sudden, one thing came into my mind. i was such a/most extra among you all.i was the only like.. i couldn't even really catch up with what you all are talking.i felt super left out. i was either at the super corner or i was the only in the front.whereas you all look so duper happy.. i tried tried not to think. but i was looking at all the photos.it make me sad. it make me wanna cry.the feeeling is no longer as close as how we were in the past.the feeling is gone. it is gone forever.ya, i do laugh, i do smile.but is all outside. is not the inside.i am not laughing from the bottom of my heart.although the day is over, and we are now seldom contact.but why do i feel so sad? is because i was once with you all. however, i could not feeel the love from you all anymore. we are now so different. everyone change. you all might think i am just thinking too much.yea, i am thinking too much. so? i just hate the feeeling. i hate the feeeling of being left out. i hate the feeeling of not able to join the conversation you all had. i hate i hate i hate i hate! i guess i said so much now is just useless. goodbye.
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