i changed my blogskin! finally, sick of my previous waant :D
alright, TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF O'LEVEL!
which mean i can throw my books away.
finally, after 4 years of schooling.
now i can finally don't need to study! YAY!
my schedule is like totally packed? hahaha!

today i was almost late for my paper lah! was supposed to meet kaiwen at 7.15am. but i woke up at 7.20am when kaiwen called me. i was super OHNO! so i faster run to prepare. met her at 7.30am at senja. sorry kaiwen to make you wait. walked to school and took the last paper which last for 1 hour. went home straight to prepare after paper. meet DEAREST for breakfast and went to yew tee CC for BADMINTON! WOOOHOOO~ is been a long time since i last played badminton. i remember the last time i played was also with zhenyan they all. Zhengyang, Zhenyan, Wanxuan & joshua was there when we reached. heees, we were late because of me =x stop my crapping about it. but badminton is a fun game. we are going to play again next week! YAY! FUN FUN FUN. next, we bid goodbye to Zhengyang & Wanxuan and the rest of us went to LotOne to play arcade! haha, Joshua is a funny guy lah! cannot stop laughing when we are with him! played alot of games esp the cooking master :D hahahha! first round was a super funny want lah! cannot stop pressing the game. bought some things to eat after that Zhenyan saw his friend and leave us alone! so me, Joshua & Dearest pretend to walk away without telling him and i keeep laughing :D hahaha! ended up we sit at the STAIRCASE to chat. ohman, like so unglam! hahaha. chat for a while and went plaza to meet Yujuan (: look for our dye hair thingy and walk around. saw some colours i like but Yujuan couldn't find hers. hahaha, the colour she want is super difficult to find lah. so end up we went to Mac to sit down. hahaha. after a while went home to change and down to yew tee feiyue family service centre again :( for some briefing regarding the Youth Volunteer. starting was quite boring because i know no one there. but after a while Hanliang and Annie came. at least i know both of them through camp :D Hanliang forget me due to me wearing contact lens because i wore specs during the camp. so bad of him, but of course i forgive him! hahahaha. do some quiz and played games! end the briefing at 8plus and went home. now i am super bored at home. althought Os end lerhs is a good thing, but there is nothing to do! shall continue playing my audition and youtube (: alright i shall stop here and continue tml! Dearest, i update my blog lerhs! heees! alright i am super lazy to put colours!

today - Badminton
tml - Jurong HQ & dinner with Johnnies!
Thursday - Out with my Wanzhen! :D
Friday - Town With bestie and yujuan to continue shopping for Prom things.
Saturday - FREE :D
Sunday - Church![i am going to play guitar :( ]
Monday - Prom Night! :D :D
Thursday - BBQ with Feiyue FSC!!
so far this is my schedule for this weeek and next weeek.

I can't take this pain alone, i can't bear this grief in me, Father you seems so far from me, my heart is laden with doubts, the burden's getting tough, too heavy for my shoulders.
I can't take this pain alone, i can't bear this grief in me, Father you seems so far from me, my feet are tired they cannot go any further, my soul and spirit yearns for you.
Father i come to you, i come to you with a contrite heart, but to hold & keep your promises near, drawing close to you.
Father i come to you, i come to you with a contrite heart, trusting that your thoughts are higher than mine, i bow before you :D
我心中的挣扎, 随着年日岁月地增加, 虽然亲自尝过主的恩典与荣耀, 还是不愿把自己放下, 生命中的捆绑, 实在多到令人数不完, 手里抓住, 心里想要一切的渴望, 叫我如何一夜都放下
但我总是要做个决定, 要世界还是要上帝, 所有一切我都愿意放弃, 但是我不能没有你!
i love this two songs! this two songs always flash through my mind when i am sad or troubled.
but of course i know He is always there for me when i need him, despite that we maybe only find Him when we are troubled, but He still love us no matter what!
Philippians 4:13 "I can do everything through him who gives me strength" and i always remember this!