went to Jurong Point today with Bestie, Bestie's cousin and Yujuan.
was supposed to go there and find work.
but end up ): there is none! stupid.
so went to shop around, eat and play acarde!
something happened and is super super stupid lah! ohman~
saw Liqi and Szehui there, so we end up we took photo there.
haha (:
went back to Plaza and accompany Bestie to print her photos.
slack around and blahblah.
reached home and packed my room! now is better (:
*happy happy*

i saw your blog. yes i did. but i wasn't happy to see that. i don't know if you are talking about me, but if you are.. i don't know what to do now. i am kind of helpless. i hate guessing, but i guess this post is for if you are talking about me in your blog, it should be quite obvious that i am writing to you.. ya, we are very close since quite long ago. and i am happy and very grateful to Him cause i have you with me to accompany me throughout my O'level. we went through Up & Down. but now, i felt something different. indeed, i was hurt by what you said in your blog. i didn't know all these, cause you didn't tell me at all. i am not trying to say is your faut. but i don't know anything. ya, is my fault for being angry at you. is my fault for walking away. i called you the other day, and i felt something wrong. the conversation was so .. "cold", it was very different. i can't sense any "happiness" during the whole conversation. sometimes, i wonder if i am fit to be your friend. i wonder if i should be there. i don't know, or maybe i am change my atttude, my behaviour, the way i talked, the way i expressed myself. indeed, friends should be frank to each other. but .. is way too hurting. i hope i didn't saw your blog. i hope i don't know anything. cause i don't know how to face you. i don't know how to talk to you. 我只希望这一切都没发生过, 我希望一切都回到原点. i was crying when i read your blog, when i write post, when i saw my bro's blog. i couldn't take it anymore.

带我走 到遥远的以后 带走我 一个人自转的寂寞 带我走 就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫 我不怕 带我走. 请告诉她 我不爱她 笑著难过 自我惩罚 想终止这一切挣扎 狠了心 说真心谎话 别告诉她 我还想她 恨总比爱容易放下.