Fullstop, everything ends with a fullstop. A sentence, a relationship.. but why do it have to be theirs' relationship? i don't understand how on earth did he find HER and wanting to be with HER. i just don't want things to end like this. Friends who know me, might know that i HATE to choose over this kind of thing. is hard to choose, and i so hate to choose. some of my friends should know how about this thing. i haven got the chance to talk about this with my bro.. he is so busy with work, brothers and his girlfriend which i hardly have time to talk to him.


the last time we had our dinner together was yesterday but still i don't know how to talk to him. i think i will cry when i talk to him. looking at his past achieves, i realise that i had done stupid things which disappointed him. thinking back, i was so stupid to choose that path but i am happy that i no longer walk that path and instead i choose the correct one. i always wanted to cry when i saw the photos which me and my brothers took when we are young. we are so innocent, so funny doing all the funny poses. i rmb when i am young, i used to believe there is santa clause which turn out is my parents when i grow older and learn about this. i rmb my bro is always protecting me when i was p1/2. he held my hand when we went to school and asking me not to cry when i know that day had spelling. he is always the one who protect from all the people/things that will hurt me. he is the one who trust me although i once lost his trust. he is the one who never gave up on me. thank you bro. i really can't imagine one day if we are separated, how am i going to survive without your support. you promised to buy me one helmet and drive me to church on sunday! you don't forget your promise! bro, this is for you if you are reading my blog. i know last time i had disappointed you with all the stupid lil stuffs that i had done. but now, i am learning to grow up and do things on my own. i love you my bro.
is been a long time since we last sit down as a family to eat a proper meal. but i guess we won't be able to make it anymore.


seriously, after looking at your blog, i doubt our friendship. you and her, her and her were always together. i always didn't able to join you guys. damn me, i always hate this kind of myself who like to regret things.
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hahaha, i feel like laughing at all my past posts. all so emo?! hahahaha. iguess i should read more to remind myself not to so emo! :D


P/S: i watched Valkyrie and i almost fall asleep at the front part of the movie.. is was kind of funny of me to go watch. hahaha cause i don't really like this type of movie :D but still, i watched it with them! hahaha, but i kind of know the ending at the first place.

reply tags :

Gladys - thanks for your comfort :D i will be happy soon!
Cousin - mmms, don't have to care about them..
Quans - yea yea, we will have one soon :D
Kenneth - hahaha, is alright lah :D since we toook it so yea! it is not copycat. welcome anyway.
Joanna - yea? i online then you never online :( haha.
Wanzhen - yea, catch up sooon! JIAYOU FOR THIS YEAR Os :D
Grace - hahaha yupp yupp :D
Yujuan - HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TOO.
Green - hahahaha. i understand jiu ok liao :D see you on friday i guess? :D