Monday, February 2, 2009
Today is the FIRST day of school for the JC students yet i am going to work. People tends to have this thinking. Whenever we are studying, we hope to have holidays. Whenever we are having holidays, we hope to start school soon. Funny isn't it? People tends to regret when it is over. I regret not studying hard at the first place, keep telling others how much i hate JC and will never ever want to go JC, yet today i was regretting for not aiming to JC and not able to had the chance to study, mug again for A'level. I miss the times i MUG for O'Level with friends at MAC and slacking whenever i am tired. Those are the times where i really get down and study. Some of my friends told me before, "treasure those times when you are studying because when you get to work in the future, you will know how wonderful it is to study and not facing some weird problems in the working industry although studying for O'level is difficult and you hate studying alot." Now i agreed with what they said because now, i miss studying :(


Working is so not fun and you have to encounter different people and accept their attitude if not you are definitely not able to survive in that work. I have to shout at those kids to ask them do their homework, looking at their attitude when they are younger than me, trying not to care about any comments they had made that make me feel angry or sad.. but still i still have to go to work despite knowing all these problems will still occur the next time i go for work. Thus, everyday i wasn't looking forward to work despite how much i want to earn those money. In fact, i didn't really want to go to work everyday. Still, i have to. Money is a thing where everyone wants it, but you have to go through many things in order to earn those money isn't it? like looking at your boss's face and attitude. But with God's help, with friends' encouragement, i believe is not that difficult to go through all those difficulties right?


GOD had plan for me, He make a way for me and i believe He won't give me any burdens that is too difficult to carry. Despite how sad i am, how stress i am, He is always be there for me, carry my burdens for me, and NEVER leave me alone. I am blessed to be His child. I remembered friend told me this before, " When He closed a door, He opens another" When you are not in the school you want, He know what is best for you and plans it all for you. God is Great! :D Congrats to Wenhan who get into NJC successfully by appealing! Feel happy for him! :D Jiayou friend! I been thinking how it is like when Poly starts, who are the people i am going to meet. Interesting thing.

you guys can go read it! is interesting!!
oh oh oh, and i am reading "Where rainbows end", is a interesting story which i love it. Alex and Rosie are BFF since they are five years old, and they go through many problems just like how many friends gone through. but the interesting part is that they are platonic relationship. How cool and interesting it is to have one. I don't have one, but i will be happy to have one. Imagine you had problems which many think that can only tell girls about it, but you talk to your BFF who is from other gender. It will so interesting that you have him as a BFF and he give you advices from a different point of view. I don't know how to say, but it is great to have one. I shall wait and see if i do really have one. It will be great to have one as he can give you different solutions and advices where others can't. This is so interesting :D
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i am so sad that i am not able to appeal to the course i want :( so i guess i shall just stick to my "Electronic and Computer Engineering" course. please tell me if you are going to that course also :D so at least i know there is someone who can accompany me through the three year course! :D


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