HELLO BESTIE!! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY! HAHAHA, YOUARE OLDER BY ONE YEAR OLD LERHS. MUST BE MATURED HOH! HAHA, KIDDING KIDDING. JIAYOU IN RP ALRIGHT? ALTHOUGH WE NOW NOT SCHOOL MATES, BUT WE STILL CAN MEET UP ALWAYS TO HAVE LUNCH OR DINNER OR SHOPPING TOGETHER ALRIGHT? YOU MUST TAKE CARE AH, AND HOPE YOU ENJOY THE DAY WITH SURPRISES AND PRESENTS :D *HUGS* I
LOVE YOU!
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i don't know what to update but recently, i am quite troubled. with things happening around me :( i really don't want to bad things to happen again. but i guess everything that happen is always because of me. i always had this weird thinking which really lead to problems happening. i just can't stop myself from thinking. yea, i am admit i am _______ because they are ______ to you. ok, maybe i just had to stop myself from thinking! then problems won't be happening.

i am looking through my folder and i saw pictures of you and me. "fullstop" is this the word to our friendship or rather our _______ friendship? problems keep pooping out betweeen us. and i guess other than me, no one know the reason. maybe one or two knows. yea, last time we do tell each other the real reason that the things that happen. but this time is different. how would you want me to tell you i am _______. i guess people will just laugh when they heard this word coming out from me. i seldom tell anyone that i am _______, except for someone. he know how i feel, he know that i am troubled because of that. but what does that help? he can't hep me solve. sigh, i really can't say out why i acted that way. maybe not really can't say out but i don't know how to phrase it and even open my mouth to tell you. i am sorry for the way i treated you. i am sorry. thats all i really want to say now, cause i really don't know what else i can say to you. everytime we quarrelled, is always i am the one who started it. i shouldn't even had typed out that paragraph previously. i am sorry.