i always thought i accept that fact since 2 years ago. but until today, i realised i can't. that fact tends to bug me whenever i am super content with my life. i just don't have the courage to face that fact or rather i don't want. i always thought things is fine like this, but simply problems keep coming. i HATE it! :( i find it so difficult to talk to my bro nowadays. he is just so busy with his things. he is equally/more stress than me. how can i talk to him like this when i know he is stress enough with his own problems.
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disappointed! i am just so disappointed with you guys. seriously, i am just so sick with this arrangement. i shall not elaborate more. i don't want any problems to come in between.
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on the other hand, i am happy with my CCA except for the PT =x or maybe i too long never exercise le. hahaha, so came out with a plan which is go jogging/running with kahseng every wednesday :D wahaha, i want to train my stamina back! i can run last time, but not now. my stamina drop to the max! starting of training is just so tough, have to keep training my forehand! my forehand is just so lousy.. make new friends in Frisbee too :D happy.
MUSCLE CRAMPS PLUS BLUEBLACKS :( PAIN!