ok, this post would be a emo post. read it or not, up to you (:

I really don't like when things changed. i don't know, but the feeling is just so weird. i am now more to sad than happy though things around me might be good and bad together. but i just don't feel as happy as i am usually.

Why do friends keep secrets from their close friends? is it because that is their character? or is it they just don't want to say? since they say they are close friends, shouldn't they tell them when they got problems? sigh, i just don't know what some of my friends are thinking. i am just so confused and lost now..

I HATE WHEN THINGS CHANGED FROM GOOD TO BAD AND FROM BAD TO WORSE! suddenly, everything seems to be out of my control.. i used to be close to you but now not as close as we are before. i used to be super happpy and happy-go-lucky but not now.
what happen to the happy-go-lucky JASMINE NG?

the only thing i am happpy now is because i made new friends in NP and classmates are great friends and church friends around me :D

short post, will update when i am in a better mood.

Edit/ Thanks to Raymond who make me smile for a moment with the lyrics "God Will Make A Way" THANKS THANK! :D