(6th July)Happy Birthday to Wanjie! :D, (7th July)Happy Birthday to Brother and Carlos! :D

somehow i didn't manage to wake up on time this morning to have breakfast with my brother :( haha, he did ask me to wake up but i am just so tired to open my eyes, so i was thinking of having lunch. end up, i woke up at 12plus and realised my brother went out already. haha, prepared myself and went to Lot One to buy my concession pass(FINALLY). but was delayed due to some accidents happened at teck whye which jammed the road, so i walked from teck whye mac to lot one instead. bused down to school for training but it rained :( so have to wait till the field can be used. today didn't get to play scrimmage! biology and physics played scrimmage against each other while chemistry(my team) do mushroom and hucking drills. after drills, went to main field to do PT, ran 8 sets of 400m run which is 3.2km! is crazy and i run super slow. hahahaha. totally cmi! i must slowly speed up my stamina. had dinner with aaron chan, ivan they all and went home with carlos.
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There is always a reason why things happen in certain ways. Is time to concentrate whatever i have to do now, no point thinking about stuffs which i had done last time. i am the one who _____, no point. from now on, i shall just concentrate on Frisbee, Studies and my Church Stuffs. no other things. i don't even want to bother about my family stuffs. tired of worrying/thinking so much stuffs yet nothing works in the way i want to.
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sometimes, it just so hard to explain how i am feeling now.