received a few messages yesterday saying that training was cancelled. so went back to sleep but after a while received a few messages saying that training resume. so woke up unwillingly to prepare myself and go for training. was late for 40mins plus plus but no punishment :D hahaha. was playing scrimmage all the way and trained our stamina by playing 3 points straight. was abit tiring but it was quite fun :D hahaha. went for lunch at kfc and that jordan keep making us laugh. intend to go ikea to buy my stuffs, but no one is free to accompany me down. i decided to go home and slack. hahaha :D

Training from 10am to 5pm tomorrow! can't go for handbell practice for 3 weeks..


confused. don't know what to do. i was happy for a moment, thinking that things might change but i was wrong. things are still the same. everytime i try to give up, something will just pull me back.