decided to update my blog while waiting for pick up to start. recently have been busy with trainings, packing my room and projects :( i can hardly find a time. but is good thing too cause there are certain things i don't want to know and i don't want to think about it. the feeling totally sucks :( okay, i shall update when i got time. pick up is going to start sooon :D
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i am giving up in saving our relationship back to the way we are in the past.